Can't think of a title for this post so guess it's just another update??? Anyways, we changed seating arrangement today cause its a new term and now I have to sit beside I OMGGGG OMY It's not bad or anything but I am scared that I won't be able to focus?? But hehe it's nice to sit beside someone that I am comfortable with (she's like the only person in class??)

i know i already mentioned before that gooddrama is back up BUT I NEED TO SAY IT AGAIN I AM SO RELIEVED!!!

There was this video on Facebook taken at RI this morning. It's just taken only at RI cause Mr Lee was from there and not because #elitism or anything like that and i was damn curious because I have forever forever heard from seniors that commanding in RI sucks so bad that RGNCC ppl always get pissed off when they go over SO I WAS LIKE OMG FINALLY I CAN HEAR AND JUDGE FOR MYSELF LEMMME OPPEENNN but guess what. THEY FREAKING EDITED OUT THE COMMANDING... NOOO. The video started right after the commander finished commanding and was kebelakaning to face the front haizz. I know this is being judgemental blah blah blah but hey i am not exactly judging but looking for SOLID evidence to help me judge. But yeah lah I am not saying they suck or anything cause I am not a good commander myself. I was just curious since I heard from like a million people. Talking about commanding, i don't know why i still get so scared when it's my turn. I know I have stage fright but like it's just commanding, not like I have to give a speech or anything but I just really can't figure out why I get so freaking nervous. Like my mind will go blank and my palms will be really sweaty and I would feel really giddy and nauseous. haizz. Hopefully it will stop soon. SHIT I JUST REALISED AS I WAS TYPING. IT'S MY TURN TMRRRR OMIGOD OMIGOD *breathes in* *breaths out* *tries to calm down*

Update

Due to unforeseen circumstances we are shutting and closing down the site. We do not plan to bring it back.
WTF GOODDRAMA. NOOOO. I think maybe they got sued or smith?? It's illegal after all right?? BUT STILL WHERE DO I WATCH MY DRAMAS NOWWW

I know there are a thousand other sites (maybe even better than gooddrama) but I am the type that hates changes. I was first introduced to it in 2013 and since then I have been hooked. I used epdrama before that but like I really hated it cause it doesn't work like 50% of the time and when I got to know gooddrama, I was so thankful :') Anyways, thank you gooddrama for all the precious memories and the great service that you have provided <3 Really hope that they aren't in like serious problems, i mean it was illegal after all right? Haha I think I am overreacting AS USUAL zzz

Anyways, I think this post is one of those filler posts to update and to let readers know that I am alive.  So yes I am alive and back from the awesome March hols ~ It was a really really really refreshing trip where I managed to recharge myself mentally :> (Not so much of physically since I only got like 4-5 hours of sleep everyday and climbed mountains daily) I WANT TO GO BACK AND NEVER COME BACK HEREEEE

Kay shall end this post cause nothing more that I can think of to say :'P

UPDATE : 24/03 , 9:45 AM
OMG GOODDRAMA IS BACKKKKKKK oh yeah baby ~

LJ Day One

It's going to be a boring (I will try my very best to not be) recount of the day but really it's one of those yougottabethere thing, like words cannot express enough. Was supposed to meet yj at 7+ but me being me arrived super early like 6:40 and me being me decided to be a public embarrassment. Parked myself at the staircase and then started reading a book. I swear 99.99% of the people would stare everytime they pass by and I can only figure out the reason to be 1) because I am being a weirdo reading a book at the MRT station early morning or 2) because they think that I am playing truancy since I was wearing uniform, whichever it was, doesn't matter because after awhile, I became super self conscious. Luckily the moment I finished the book, yj came. #nicetiming Walked to Boomerang and we both hesitated to go in at first because the sign had the word "bar" and the shop barely had anyone. When we finally went in, we were greeted by very warm and cheerful staff and really it was an enjoyable breakfast :) We spent quite long in the shop and really it was a nice "culture" of sorts because all the customers who came in would say "good morning" to literally everyone. (yeah our conversation got cut off once in awhile by the good mornings which might seem/sound disturbing but really it was a really friendly atmosphere that I have never seen before and it was nice to experience it) It's pretty expensive considering a student's budget but it's way worth it haha. I really enjoy talking to yj because we are always on the same frequency and somehow I don't feel self conscious or try to match her frequency even when we don't match. It's just a nature of me to try to match to people's frequency and it's not exactly a good thing (neither is it a bad thing) but still it's the very reason I don't feel comfortable around people most of the time because I can't be who I want to be. And I don't have to be afraid of that when I am with yj or san. . . and really I realise how thankful I am to them everyday because without them I would be suffocated all the damn time. Thank you so much guys :') After breakfast, we had a nice walk around Singapore River which really provided another avenue for me to get some fresh air and a change of routine and I dare to say that after these two weeks I will come back 100% charged and be ready for term 2 since it's relatively an important with all the common papers and ATC.

Then yj went to Bugis and I went to Lavender and seriously I wished that I could just pon because I am not ready to go and face people and be social and walk around. Not after such a nice morning. sigh. . . I really didn't enjoy today's LJ since I didn't fit into the group but I liked that we got to walk around, made me feel so touristy XD Let's just hope that other LJs won't be as bad since it will be as a class and not in groups. I am looking forward to CLE LJ the most cause there will be shooting and it's like the only legit thing that I can do after 4 years in NCC. HAHA.

That's pretty much it for today I guess and heh, looking forward to Little India and Math tuition tmr :3

Update (5:31pm) : Looks like going to have breakfast with yj AHAHAH what is this , there I was thinking that today is gonna be one of those rare moments XD

HYPED UP

I have been really itching to do some blogging especially cause of all the events happening right now but the reason why i didn't/have not been is because my com charger spoilt and my com died. (I don't like blogging by phone cause the format will be weird) :( This is already my second one so if I told my parents they would kill me, since I recently got my com fixed and that took quite a sum of $ as well. :P I was so depressed over this whole issue that on Friday everyone (literally everyone i met) was telling me that i look depressed and were asking if anything was wrong. LUCKY ME THO. A friend of mine told me that her dad could fix it and i was like OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH. YOU LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE. and BANG here I am typing out my laptop. <3<3 I am seriously so freaking thankful ohgod.

Anyways shall talk about FSD/PDS prelims. I was contemplating whether to go or not until like 8am on Sat morning cause well going meant having to walk that long hot road and having to smile and interact with people and having to stand in the sun for very long and having to see people i don't really want to see... Decided to go in the end cause I have to take As though i could like just tell the others to come pick them up but felt bad and felt obliged since I am their NCO. In the end I managed to drag myself there and well it wasn't a wasted trip cause I got to see people i have been wanting to see for along time like Sabby and enjoy HQ milo that i have been craving so much and got to interact with 3/14 of As :p Really would have been crazily good if all of them could have come but then again it's a weekend so they would have their personal matters too :) Not gonna have training with them for two weeks straight make me sad. :( Anyways, HQ is an awesome place except when packed with people. I really don't enjoy it much then. I guess I still feel uncomfortable around people .. haizz though i did use my homework as an excuse to not talk to people for awhile (As were so cute ahah "shh don't disturb sgt. she doing hw." XD Congratulations to those who advanced to finals and hope that those that didn't will come back stronger!! That was all about it I guess though I wish I could have stayed on to watch Peirce. 

I am super hyped up for LJ week as well cause it would be my last LJ week in my entire life and I hope to make it a memorable one!!! :):) I am gonna have breakfast with yj tmr woo! It might sound weird and exaggerated but I really looked up for hours for a nice cafe/eatery because it's gonna be our first breakfast together heh and at times like this I really wish San could join us sigh how nice would  it be :( Oh wells at least we can still eat lunch together at school so thats a plus! (trying my very best to positive) veryveryveryveryvery excited for march hols as well cause going to fly back home OH YEAH <3 Looking forward to it very excitedly hehe 

On a sidenote, a side of me was glad that i didn't see you but another side regrets so much since that might have been the very last chance. . .