How hurt must you have felt?
How painful was it for you to endure?
How lonely were you?
How did you manage to hold on for so long?
How did you keep it all inside?
How scared were you at that exact moment?
How did you ever ever manage to do it?
How much did you regret?
How did it feel in those final moments?
The journey must have been too hard on you, I believe. I wonder how you are finally able to let it all go because I never had the courage to. I had thoughts before, lots of them but never was I brave enough to follow through. I wish you had a different kind of courage though. It would have been better if you had chose a different path. The path you chose, I dare not judge whether its right or wrong, but I wish you chose a different path. If there's such a thing as a second shot, I hope you get a beautiful life and that you will live beautifully as you had wished in this life. If not, I hope you are happy wherever you are now. I pray for you, with all my sincerity, may you be happy and may you nor any other people have to go through terrifying ordeals alone again.
Rest in peace.
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