PDS

So you can probably tell that I am going to talk about PDS, right? (Unless you score an all time zero for comprehension)

Anyways firstly, mini league was horrible. It was such a disappointment due to many many reasons. Good job to Part Bs tho~~ they did really well! ^^

PDS is starting to be annoying now. Mostly because of myself. I am deproving and my drills are like shit. I am considering if I should quit the team or not. If I do, I should probably let my batch mates know soon... I am really torn and am dead serious about this. It's not one of those things that I just let slip out of my mouth and forget about it. I am really considering whether I should continue or not. But as usual the Peirce gang was damn comforting <3 They never fail to make me feel much better. 

I am very worried for part Bs. Some of them are doing their best but they just can't seem to be improving ??? I know it has only been two trainings so far but it's enough time to at least get VOS/DOS?? I mean in a course we only spend like 30 mins trying to teach that... And we have been spending like 2hr ++ on it?? Haizzz I am a really bad teacher. I CANT TEACH. And it doesn't help that batch mates keep pushing the weaker ones to me to teach one to one?? Like hello I am the worst instructor you can find out there and you want me to teach the weaker ones? You sure bro? 

AND THATS WHY I SAY THAT :

I wanna leave the team because my standards just can't make it. I suck, period. I am so done. I know that I will probably disappoint a ton of people by quitting but seriously I have been trying for a year now and nope no improvements. 

I need to calm down and think things through...

I can't believe that I actually talked to T today. It hasn't been long that I have decided to forget and erase him. But then again I guess it would have been rude to just ignore. It actually hurt to talk to him. It was painful. My head hurts.