I have been so weird nowadays, like I only remembered on the train this morning that I had not eaten since 1pm yesterday. Neither did I remember that I had only drank a small cup of water. And yesterday, all of a sudden, I started craving kpop so I listened to them all day long. So I spent a bit of time reflecting and trying to analyse as to why I am behaving like this... I think that my mind is on autopilot. Its like theres this subconsciousness that is keeping me from crashing because its EYAs period and so it has put me on autopilot to just go through the motions. Luckily, I snapped out of it after talking to yj today but for some reason, I feel like I am going to crash after EYAs. Well better than crashing now so... Gonna let myself be on autopilot till end of EYAs. I am sorry I act weird towards you lol