Haha the title says it all. This week has been so hectic but really enjoyed it as well hahas. Started off with first temp NCOing on Monday hehe it was really really fun and learnt quite a lot of things about both myself and part Bs… I spent one and a half hour on Tuesday roaming around Orchard trying to buy earplugs for platoon for live range hahas. It was fun walking around Orchard ye know. I have always liked seeing crowds bustling and all but not like I interact with people but more like just seeing them and feeling happy. Sometimes I like to be around nature (like botanic gardens), you know just me and my thoughts but at times i like to take a stroll down the busy lanes filled with people bustling with life. That's just me. Okay back to Tuesday, so live range was really fun and exciting but i was hyperventilating and was so scared that my hands were shaking super badly. Of course i managed to pass but performed super poorly :( but the experience was worth it! It kind of sucked to be the last detail cause we had to clean up the entire place from picking up the cartridges (is this even correct spelling? lol) to packing up all the helmets and whatnots. Haizz was pretty tired out that day… I didn't even eat lunch so yeah… Wednesday was really really just me chionging my SS PT throughout the day. Didn't pay attention in every single class (mainly cause they were all humanities and was super boring). Realised my RS tchr didn't come and I jumped up and down in joy till i realized i still haven't finish my PT which was due in one and a half hour time. Handed up the PT at 2:29 pm which was due at 2:30 Damn boss i know XD I was lectured by so many people that day for not doing my work on time ahha but somehow i just love last minute work (esp SS) (last min chionging FTW). Thursday. Went for RHD briefing in the morning and it was so cozy because it was raining so heavily and the air conditioning was so strong <345 ^^ I really really love that kind of atmosphere heh. Had first NDP rehearsal and i must say GOH is the best. GOH FTW!!!! Our motto goes like this "Last in, First out!" Woo! But ah… our drills need to be really really synchro since guides are much slower and we need a proper permanent timer heh. Mr Faizal was damn joker man. I miss his history lessons :'( Omg and i left my wallet in library after school cause i went to print LEAP cert and luckily a former class mate found it oh gosh if not i am pretty sure it would have been stolen :( thanks ah J! Friday. Went to school early to hand in national camp forms (woo i got in!!) and to send part As off to camp forge (i miss being part A </3) I used to dread chem first block but now i must say that's something i will always look forward to!!!!! MR LEE IS DA BEST LAH AHAH. Rushed chem assignment and mugged math last minute heh. Went for math test after school then rushed off to CSP. AHAHAH OMG I FAIL LAH. LC was really easy but oral was so hard. I could only recognize like two - three characters in every sentence and the conversation was even more fail. Hahaha considering that i haven't opened up chinese textbook in two months, i guess i deserve it. Crossing my fingers that i will pass.
Saturday was awesome mainly because of piano. Not so much of swimming because it was physically draining and i still can't move forward (yeah i am like this float that can only float on water and relies on the wind to propel me forward). Learnt G and D major and struggled with the latter because i suck at coordination (esp when i played with both hands now i know what yj meant) Anyways had a really nice chat with my piano teacher after lesson and i must say that what she said was really really simple and yet very true. "It's okay to be single and be lonely for a long long time and to wait for the right person to come along because I rather wait for a long long time than to rush into a relationship!" - Ms Zuo Haha she was so cute talking about how she can't stand men nowadays because they are not the old fashioned type blah blah blah. Heh glad that i got to know her better!
To the anon that said " You really are bitter about it, aren't you. I would say let it go, but sometimes it just sticks to you. " I guess i have gotten over it this week. Esp after things happened. So yeah don't worry I am not longer bitter nor do i even care anymore hehe! ^^ But uh… you know why I like watching dramas? I like watching them because in the usual typical family dramas, you see that the weaker ones with no power gets trampled upon and are considered as trash but at the end they rise to the top because they use purely their own strengths and work their butts off to reach to the top. Even if it means that they are fighting with their bare fists against opponents who have small hidden stones in their fists. They motivate me you see. I dare say I always give my best so i guess it's only right that i was bitter and disappointed and angry even though i am pretty sure i sound like a sore loser but whatever. The past is now in the past. I only look forward to the future now. :) I really want to know who you are though… Too many unknown identities on my ask fm AHAAHAH
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