Sigh...

You know how i have decided to try to distance myself from everything. Like I have decided not be so overly caring anymore. But i just can't. When people text me saying how sad they are or how depressed they are, I used to like really really get into it. Like I would just throw myself into the situation to help out. But note "I used to". I told myself no more. I am not going to be the idiotic fool who is gonna do anything and everything to help someone else and only to be ditched in the end. And yet i can't. I was supposed to but now i find myself saying "yes" to a request that i don't want to do. I am really stupid aren't I? Sigh… I don't even understand myself anymore...