Monday, 28 April 2014

Anger

So unlike other days today wasn't even emotional. Not like a rollercoaster where I experience the strongest and weakest feelings. Today was just me getting angry at everyone... Well except some...

First off I woke up late and was late for school. Couldn't take cab cause even then I would be late so what for right? Waste money only. On the way to school somehow memories started playing back... Memories of everything as far back as to part A year and I just felt like standing on the train forever. I wasn't near crying but I just let all these memories play back and my mind was blank. Stuck, not in the present but the past. Then at school during Bio, I got really really pissed off by my class bcos mrs Huang wasn't here and assigned us work but they were all joking and laughing around. I swear the noise level could be heard from at least two classes away. It isn't appropriate to make noises when other classes are having lessons and all we are doing is interrupting them. Also there's work assigned at least attempt them... Or maybe it was just my foul mood cause I ended up swearing. I seriously ended up swearing... At the whole class. Now that I think about it I feel so apologetic. At this rate I am not going to be a very good chairperson. I am just going to end up letting everyone down... 

Then it was RS. Well it didn't turn out too bad but I am still very annoyed at group mates. I really got super mad at them but managed to hold in whatever I wanted to say. 

CCA. Start was great cause well only 6 people. Others were running for class relay. We really got scolded a lot because well near specs heh. I don't mind all the scoldings but I really don't know whether it will make a difference. Then we did 40 push-ups cause we owe them 700 in total. AHAHHAHA. Damn retarded. And each time we have to do more than the previous time. So ah... All I can say is I don't think we can clear them lol. But was still pissed with some of them == they just bitched Abt K. I know she isn't up to standard but srsly she's trying. I can see that okay. Stop being mean to her and help her change. If you don't want to help gtfo. Thank you very much. 

Never been so angry at so many people over a long period of time... It's just so unlike me or maybe this is who I am becoming. Too tired to think...

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